It's never enough.

this isn't the best video of this beautiful song, but her voice is so lovely it doesn't matter.

And when we're older and full of cancer
It doesn't matter now, come on get happy
'Cause nothing lasts forever
But I will always love you

Neko Case- Don't Forget Me

On July 15, 2009...

last trailer for Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. it looks awesome, i can't wait!!!

I concur.

When We Two Parted.

When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.

The dew of the morning
Sank chill on my brow -
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame:
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.

They name thee before me,
A knell in mine ear;
A shudder come o'er me -
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well: -
Long, long shall I rue thee,
Too deeply to tell.

In secret we met -
In silence I grieve,
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee? -
With silence and tears.

Ah Lord Byron...just can't get enough of you.

I'm the fatty you really love.

74 days till Coachella!!!

Morrissey- You're the One for Me, Fatty

Coachella 2009.

oh my GOD!! for 3 weeks i have been checking every single day to see if the lineup was leaked, and since everyone was doing the same thing, the anticipation for this year's Coachella was crazy. it's finally here and i have to say that i'm very pleased. Paul McCartney, Morrissey, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Amy Winehouse!, The Black Keys, Conor Oberst, Leonard Fucking Cohen!!!, Dr. Dog, M. Ward, Fleet Foxes, i love this lineup! and there's a lot of smaller bands that i would like to see too, Friendly Fires, Glass Candy, Gang Gang Dance, The Kills, Sebastien Tellier...although this year is not as excellent as 2007, i'm still going to all 3 nights, no matter what!!! now i just need to convince someone i know that they have to go to all 3 nights too!

p.s. i'm so doing the layaway plan, lol.

The sound of loneliness makes me happier...

Conor Oberst's music and lyrics make me drunk...

they make me want to write love poems, listen to sad love songs, run in a field full of daisies wearing a white sundress, skip down the street holding hands, play jumprope and skin my knees...drink a strawberry milkshake with extra whipped cream...

the songs make me choke up with emotion and i cry and scream and yearn...and while the tears run down my cheeks i still do hope that i will one day be able to listen to "Poison Oak" without almost collapsing from the mixture of emotions it makes me feel.

oh it's dangerous to listen to Bright Eyes but it's well worth it too.

casate conmigo mi hermoso amante...

Zombie Hello Kitty cake.

a very creative person made this zombie Hello Kitty cake...i love it!

Hold Time.

NPR was streaming the new M. Ward album "Hold Time" a few days ago, and i was able to listen to it twice. i kept thinking about it and how much i wanted to listen to it and was sad that i had to wait until Feb. 17. but knowing that people out there are as impatient as me when it comes to new music, i checked my downloading site and i was very surprised to find it there, somebody was able to download it from NPR. God bless them! i've listened to it twice again and i love it even more! it's perfect for the way i've been feeling lately, it's ethereal and bluesy...my favorite songs right now are:

"Stars of Leo" (so i try to surround myself with real love, you know the kind that makes the wheels go round)

"One Hundred Million Years" (and this love, this love between you and i, is older than that burning ball of fire up in the sky)

"Oh Lonesome Me" (must be some way i can lose these lonesome blues...forget about my past and find someone new)

"Outro" brings tears to my eyes! it's just so damn beautiful!

adoro tu voz...

Years of Refusal.

Must have download: Morrissey, Years of Refusal. it's soooooooo effing good.

the songs i like the best right now are "I'm Throwing My Arms Around Paris" ( 'only stone and steel accept my love' ) "Something Is Squeezing My Skull" (for the pharmacist tech in me), "All You Need Is Me" (because that's true), "It's Not Your Birthday Anymore" ( 'did you really think we meant all those syrupy sentimental things we said?' ) and "I'm OK By Myself"(when i think about converting to asexualism i think about Morrissey).

but really, every song is a gem.

babydolls.

Jay-Z vs Radiohead.

a mash of Radiohead and Jay-Z, and very cool so far.

reminds me of one of Girl Talk's remixes. can be downloaded at:

http://www.jaydiohead.com/

p.s. all my music and picture files are chaos...i wish i can hire someone to organize them for me, 'cause i'm too lazy...

How can it feel this wrong?

Portishead- Roads

Gummy bear!

You ain't like anybody else...

on Halloween night M. and i were somewhat impatiently waiting in a never-ending line to get into a club, but there was two cute guys in front of us, so that made waiting much more bearable. one of the cute guys turned around and asked us if we minded his cigarette smoke and i told him that i didn't mind as long as he gave me one.

he was wearing aviator glasses, a green visor, plaid shorts, white socks, and was holding a fly-swatter. i asked him what his costume was supposed to be and he said that he was Raoul Duke in Hunter S. Thompson's Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas.

i never finished watching that film, and i was attracted to cute guy's originality and chivalry.

that being said, i Netflixed Gonzo: The Life and Work of Dr. Hunter S. Thompson and intend to watch it soon.

My Heart is an Apple.

2009 is going to be an awesome year.



"I'll admit I'm full of shit,

that's how I know I love you,

that's how I know I trust you..."

Christmas at Chelsea's.

And you don't judge me, that's not your style...

Conor Oberst performing "Cape Canaveral" on the Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson. he's my husband!!!

Ladri di Biciclette.

directed by Vittorio De Sica and set in Rome post World War II, The Bicycle Thief is a story about desperation, perseverance, and impoverishment. it won the Golden Globe for best foreign film in 1950. the ending is heartbreaking...and the acting is excellent. i never really get the desire to buy movies, but this is one that i must add to my collection.

trailer:

How could you be so Dr. Evil?

Heartless from kwest on Vimeo.

Take It Easy (Love Nothing).

it's freezing, i'm alone, and i have a Bright Eyes song on repeat. my life is too exciting for my life.

"Now I do as I please and lie through my teeth
Someone might get hurt, but it won't be me
I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free...
and a little bit empty
No, it isn't so hard to get close to me
There will be no arguments
We will always agree
And I'll try and be kind when I ask you to leave
We'll both take it easy
But if you stay too long inside my memory,
I will trap you in a song tied to a melody
and I will keep you there so you can't bother me..."