The fear.

i hate knowing what it feels like to have your heart savagely ripped out of your chest and stabbed repeatedly, destroyed beyond recognition, mutilated...i miss my innocence and wish that i had enjoyed it more.
i'm afraid of the night...i'm afraid of 9pm and 10pm and 11pm...and especially 2am...because that's when all the demons start coming out and i'm no match for them.